Ellie-nowhere-near-loose

I know it's been a great while - shame on me... - but it happens to be the time of the year again.
For us students to know... Yes THE time of the year.
It's the time where you have to study your brains out and can't even enjoy the hollidays to the fullest.
For those who still didn't got the hint... EXAMS! yippie (-cough-)

For me there's already a week gone (plus three weeks of non stop studying - read 'getting crazy by seeing nobody and nothing but my books and the four walls of my room')
Luckily I have that load of smoothies and chocolate every so often. Thank you mommy dear.
And music. There are days that music is playing four hours a day (almost at least) and then there are days with earplugs... deafening silence. Truly weird.

But I was going to keep it short. Some more studying to do. Tomorrow morning exam number 5. Right in the middel... after that one another five to go.
Anyway... I promise to make my come-back in a little less then two week so stay tuned

Olive you peeps!

summer break, alter ego's, drawings and a shout out

Okay...

I guess I've been out of the running for a while now...
I know I promised some new stuff at the beginning of the summer break... but there hasn't been a real break...
I haven't been able to do anything but studying for like the past two... no three months...
probably even longer.
You already guessed what's going on?
Yes!! I have to re-take some of my exams... Smarty pants.

I tried to find out how many people actually are suffering with me... but internet failed me...

- Boohoo you internet! I thought we were friends! But no!!! You are a first class backstabbing bitch that bails out on you when you need some serious answers... -

sorry guys, my sincere apologies.
My bitchy alter ego came popping up for a sec. I really tried to contain her (- uh, so not!)
but she got the upper hand

So... I didn't got any numbers

- told you, it's a backstabbing bitch! - 

keep quiet!
Okay, back to business...
But the are many of us... So I'd say 'good luck to everyone'.

Also... I've got a couple of new drawings... and  I'm going to try to post them tomorrow.

- Promised? -

No, I'm not promising anything! I said "I'm going to try". Get it? Now get the hell out of here!

Sorry guys, again, she seems quite persistent.

So like I said, I'm going to try to put them online tomorrow. Please don't shoot me if I don't succeed.

And to finish up... something different for once... a shout out. 

This time I just like to mention a couple of people.

I'm really greatful just for knowing them... 

and with this opportunity I'd just like to telle them I miss them.

My girls, Mia and Brooke, my boys: Wade and Jake, and a special one for Jamie.

So that's going to be it for today...
I'm not going to wait as long as I did now to post another blog, and that's something I do promise, so... see you soon!!!!

some thoughts, the shore and new stuff

stupid enough
to believe
the chains around my heart
were loosening up...
Even if they were...
Now they're back
as tight as before

I promised myself
to follow my head
this time
and not to fall
in love with you
Guess my heart
thought otherwise...

J.D.

Hya people,
We're doing it different today. I guess you already noticed, since I've started with some thoughts of mine...
For once I'd really like to know why my heart always chooses the very opposite direction of my mind...


It's the last day of school. Tomorrow morning it's fulltime 'studying and exams' for 5 weeks.
I really can't wait till they're over.
Not only because of the fact studying isn't far from fun, but most importantly... right after my last exam I'm taking of to the shore for a couple of days!! It's going to be my small piece of heaven. No parents, no school, no common stuff. Just me, the shore and everything I love. (Told you: small piece of heaven)

Maybe it will even be a moment to figure out which way my heart's going to take.


Something else...
This is what kept me busy lately...
Yes, that's me. Watch the ears..
I did some research... and it seems that this kind of earring is similar to the whole clean teen-thing (referring to One tree hill, for those who watch the series) and the promiscuity rings in America.

(Forgot to mention Delphine... that's the girl who got me in touch with those earrings. Thanks D.!!
For those who are interested, this is her link:
http://myplekopdieweb.blogspot.com/ )

The meaning of it comes in handy, but in the first place I just think they're cute and really nice.

I'm going to finish up for today.
I know it's short and I know it's been a while, but my exams aren't going to wait for me...

I promise that as soon as the exams are over you'll get much more to read.
Olive you all!!!

hectic times and missing people

Hya guys,

I know it's been a while, but since the exams are getting close the hectic feeling has only grown worse. Term papers, presentations, studying, ... there's almost no time life to take a break once in a while.

But then... there's still Glee and One Tree Hill to enjoy myself once a week.
This week's Glee was awesome, althought the one of last week was even better.

And for One Tree Hill... love the outcome Brooke's actually pregnant, but Chase thought it was Alex who was pregnant. He went all sweet and 'I was going to try-out for the air force but I'm gonna stay with you'. Alex, although I still think Mia rocks, this time Chalex stole my heart this time, forever.

Gonna leave the rest of the spoilers for what they are. Wishing everyone who going through the same hectic school stuff like me the very best with their grades!!!

Olive You
P.S. Alex: I believe I'm missing you... Weird, you're popping up in my head all the time lately. Don't know why. (Not the oth-Alex, but the boy I talked about in my 20/11/2010-blog.)

examination-fever

Hya people,

I know it's been a while. The reason is simple: I'm in the middle of an exam-period.
Had to study the last two (almost three) weeks an this afternoon, two o-clock, I'm having my second exam. Justice. Or law, whatever you call it. It's quite an interesting course, but having exams in the afternoon isn't... I'm going crazy and time is going so slow!!! I'd just want to get started with that exam.
Just getting nervous from sitting here.

Going to head back to my books. My parent 'll kill me if I fail any of my exams this year.

Olive you all and to all of you that are in the same position as I am right now (studying for exams or making them) you have my heart and support.