I've got a new vision on life, to quote a friend of mine.
I've got a new pair of glasses. Appearently my old ones were way to strong.
So... better vision: check.
Sleeping better: check. Or at least getting to sleep is going better. Sleeping all through the night... not so much. I'm having these nightmares lately...
Every night all week long the same nightmare and it's really freaking me out.
It start out with me getting a letter that tells me Alex died. You can guess... I'm totally upset.Then the scene changes. I'm at a party and I'm booked to perform on stage. Brooke, Jake and Mia are there too to support me. I already told them about the letter and so long. And then Alex enters. Of course I'm relieved as hell. I run in to him, give him a hug and tell him how glad I am he's still alive. He asks what's going on and I show him the letter that was sitting in my pockets (obviously). He says there's probably someone trying to pull a really nasty trick on me. And it's all happy ending.
Then it starts all over. But in stead of asking what's wrong he looks at me like I'm crazy and then he just pushes me away.
Then I wake up with a racing heart beat.
Like I said: it's really freaking me out.
I guess I should better get back to work. I've got an evaluation-thing next week and a site that has to be finished next Tuesday/Friday. Still lots of work to do...
Olive you guys.
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