Advice needed

Hey guys,

I think I'm a bit lost.
Remember Jamie?
The boy I got all nervous and happy about.
We were a couple for exactly six months.
And now it seem I just can't get him out of my system.
My mom told me to look for someone else, one of my best friends told me just to forget about him.

Easyer said than done...

Anyone with a better idea?

Btw... sorry for the depressed mood lately....
If it's bothering you please tell me.

Love you all

Way too long

hya peeps,

I know it's been a while, but my internship takes most of my time now.
53 days gone, 11 to go. Most of that time I'm filling with scientific research. It's pretty interesting, but really hard when you haven't done anything like that in like... ever.

By the way... it's raining. Again.I actually don't mind it raining... I like walking in the rain. It clears your head when your thinking about doing stupid stuff like... I don't know... stupid stuff.
But a little bit of sunshine should be nice to get a bit of a tan while studying.

Maybe I should get the positive things drained out by the rain in stead... When I thinking positive lately it's making me fantasise about stuff that could never happen, at least not again... and that's keeping me down lately. I even started to doubt myself and my capacities....

Anyone who's got any ideas to get myself up again?


oh... almost forgot to tell you... I'm going to try to get a new piece on the story sometime soon!


you now what... forget about what I said...
I'm not going to be all depressed...

I've got to BE POSITIVE

Yes I'll still be crying once in a while, that's normal!!!

But I'm not going to let him bring me down.

I just need to get on with my life.

At least then he'll see what he's lost.